Building up the resolve to leave someone or somewhere takes little or no effort. It is the packing up of all the things that kept you company all the years you stayed one place. You dont feel it until you literally pick up pieces of little things scattered about and realize how much time has passed. Oh how it accumulates.
Now that I am packing up to go, I realize those years that flew by actually left little tokens so I can remember them. Its not the leaving that will hurt me, maybe what I am leaving behind will hurt a bit, maybe I will miss my little "niche" I have set up, BUT what will hurt the most is the fact that I will remember this place for a long time to come.
Parting is like eating food that you trying for the first time, you dont know what the heck you're swallowing, but you do it anyway with one big gulp.
Sentimental hearts miss the slightest things about bad situations. I think I have an idea why people refuse to give up on relationships that are bad for them...they simply love the person. Well, my heart was truly in the work I did.
So long...farewell..auf weidershen,...goodbye....adieu, adieu to u and u and u..
Now that I am packing up to go, I realize those years that flew by actually left little tokens so I can remember them. Its not the leaving that will hurt me, maybe what I am leaving behind will hurt a bit, maybe I will miss my little "niche" I have set up, BUT what will hurt the most is the fact that I will remember this place for a long time to come.
Parting is like eating food that you trying for the first time, you dont know what the heck you're swallowing, but you do it anyway with one big gulp.
Sentimental hearts miss the slightest things about bad situations. I think I have an idea why people refuse to give up on relationships that are bad for them...they simply love the person. Well, my heart was truly in the work I did.
So long...farewell..auf weidershen,...goodbye....adieu, adieu to u and u and u..
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