Friday, November 12, 2010

people change..and who cares but me?

I refuse to kiss up or compromise just to hold on a sentiment or " a simpler time". If people want to trade up and/or "up" the dosage of social medication, dont expect me to join the "conga line." To be blind to the ungratefulness of people, I am convinced you would fail if you tried on your own. There definitely needs to be a higher power when dealing and overlooking the trauma fellow human beings deal to you.

Keeping grudges is a full-time responsibility, but it seems letting things go makes you a wuss. People take their eyes and pass you. This world has become so capitalist that it views friendship as a pawn and kindness as a weakness. For you to be taken seriously, you must be ruthless, shrewd, and a little bit ungrateful. Otherwise, you will be the one sitting like an ass in your morality and decency, and see the "backstabbers" pass you by in their social vehicle flaunting their comraderie. (as if that's not awkward)

If you want to fit in, you gotta do what it takes; adapt, conform, by all means do what you gottta do. After all, there are only two actions you can take in this world..accept or change. I speak for myself when I say I change passively and somewhat grudgingly (relative to the pace of others). I change for the sake of inevitability, and accept everything else. To you who see this as weak or misguided, I have 2 words for you.. "I dont give a damn" Remember when you didnt give a damn either?